Tonight I made quinoa and cumin, with peppers, garlic, onions. It was pretty good, but sweet. I like savory not sweet, so I am not sure if I will make it again. Matt liked it, but I like my simple savory quinoa instead. That has carrots, celery and turmeric mixed with the quinoa. Anyway I will tinker a bit. I also made myself guacamole, but I think I will leave out the lime next time. Don't care for it.
Last night Matt's cd player wouldn't work. Sigh..... I was really upset. I mean I was the last one who used it, so perhaps I broke it. I tried everything besides taking it apart, since that never goes well for me, lol. Like the way I "fixed" the dvd player, so now it only plays Teen Witch, FOREVER:) I really needed to meditate after that.
Let me tall you about meditation.... It's awesome. I love it. Even if nothing happens, I am so relaxed after I am done. I do feel closer to the universe, that may seem silly, but it is true. Earlier in the week I felt like the universe was giving me a big loving hug. Yeah, sounds nuts, even to me, but that doesn't mean it didn't happen. Sometimes it takes me way to long to get to that place. The thoughts swarming around my brain are hard to keep quiet. Right now it always comes back to doctors. Who? What do I say? what will they say? how do I tell them? where should I go? should I stay with this one ore that one? should I find someone else..... blah blah blah. I am seriously tired of it. All that being said........ when I finally gett there it is fantastic. Who knows what I might see. Most of the time it is just a dark peacefulness of nothing. If I remember I can ask for the things I need or want. Sometimes I have "visions". I think I go to the place right before you fall asleep, where you see things but if you realize it you break the trance and come out of it.
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